So here goes nothing ....
i live in a small town at the top of the south island in New Zealand, the towns called Blenheim its quiet but not really my idea of an amazing get away place, i guess if your a teenager into smoking weed and drinking every weekend you would fit in pretty well with most people here there are a few people that dont go to parties and havent smoked but the majority of people have and probably will for quite a while, i myself kind of fall into the second category as im not really into paries (i feel out of place) and iv tried weed but that was it.
I guess i should tell you that im 15 years old and i go to marlborough girls college (MGC) i am curently year 11 (5th form) and am doing my first year of NCEA, the girls at my school are verry bitchy but if you live in Blenheim you have to deal with it on a regular basis so the only way to "stay alive" is to basicly blockout what people say about you, try not to let it get to you, act like you own the place even if secretly you are so scared of everyone and tell yourself that no matter what you can get through anything.
People always act tough via txt or instant message but really they arent, they may look it when you see them but really they are probably hoping you wont confront them about the problem or situation. Thats pretty much how everyone is they are to afraid to tell the truth and be the real them so hide behind make up, designer brands, fake statements and others if they dont think they are good enough they take it out on others.all this and more you can find in my home town .... i wish things were different ....
